What's in the Way?

You know you get a couple of things in the way that can easily be swiped away with the back of your hand, then you cross something that is so hard to move away you have to push hard with all your might? I guess you can say I got something going on like that.

My midterm grades, well I knew they would be good and one would be bad. (Psychology is the bad one if you wanted to know) But what has been bothering me the past few days is one of my first and closest friends. I'm going to see him next friday and well I guess you can say i'm upset with him but I should be at the same time because He's extremely busy too and has a life but I dunno, I mean I make time for my friends and just say hey how you doing, but life is weird and mysterious in a way so, I guess in a way I can understand why I haven't been able to hear from him for quite some time.

Work at walmart is going alright though. One of my managers is back, thank goodness she's okay because she had a stroke last month. Its good to work because it takes your mind off of things. I just stand there and scan items over and over, pretty boring but oh well.

I guess what else is crossing my mind is my career choice. I though I wanted to be a teacher but i'm not doing well in psychology and that isn't good for a teacher career. So I've been thinking maybe I should just go into writing for movies or books. I don't want to work at walmart, I want to be able to have fun and hang out with my friends in my life but on the other hand, I want a good career that makes me happy and comfortable for who I am. I'm still new to the outside world and i'm still alive and kicking and I have no intentions of giving up.

Kole