Long Journal Entry

You know I was suppose to make a post everyday as my assignment, but the vacation bugs get to you and all you can do is just have fun and forget all about your Composition Assignment. So lovely.



I got back from South Carolina and I have to say it was an awsome trip. It had it ups and downs but I really did enjoy the trip. I went to like three malls in one big area, went to the movies, ate at Olive Garden (btw DO NOT PAY THE BILL ON YOUR OWN, I learned my lesson when I saw the bill and I wanted to pay it on my own T.T. But I still love helping and paying the bill for my friends, just not over 62 bucks) chinese resturant, and on my last day, I went to my first club. I experienced alot at a club. I honestly I didn't want to come back home but I had to, I had a family and college to get back.

I wished it lasted longer but its time to get back into work mode.

Kole

Spring Break!!!!!! YEE HAW

Well today is the first day of spring and my first time to ride in an airplane. I'm going to South Carolina for a week and two days to get away from the busy life and just kick back, relax, and enjoy the company of my friends.

Also this will be the first time I ever rode on an airplane before so i'm a lil nervous but excited as ever. Got my music, my book, and of course my journal that I haven't written into for a whole week now, god I got alot of stuff on my chest I need to get out.

I can't wait for this adventure, although I don't want the adventure to end but sometimes, good things don't last but I guess that could be a good thing because if we kept getting alot of good things, then life would be boring but everyone deserves good things in their lives.

Kole

A Event so Significant it Changed my Thinking of Life

When I was starting off on my own after High School, I was doing good until I started my first job and college began. I was all stress and nonstop working that I didn't have time to study, I should but I don't. Then during those past few months something changed within me. I started to understand life a little bit more and it didn't bother me much at all. Even though I was stressed out and kept working, I still kept going on. I worked and gone to college and still everything started to make sense and I felt like that nothing bothered me anymore.

It's strange but good when you live on your own because you realize that you're life can change within you and you don't even notice it until the last minute. I'm glad that I moved out on my own and working to this day, it keeps my mind off of things and makes me less stressful.

Kole

What's in the Way?

You know you get a couple of things in the way that can easily be swiped away with the back of your hand, then you cross something that is so hard to move away you have to push hard with all your might? I guess you can say I got something going on like that.

My midterm grades, well I knew they would be good and one would be bad. (Psychology is the bad one if you wanted to know) But what has been bothering me the past few days is one of my first and closest friends. I'm going to see him next friday and well I guess you can say i'm upset with him but I should be at the same time because He's extremely busy too and has a life but I dunno, I mean I make time for my friends and just say hey how you doing, but life is weird and mysterious in a way so, I guess in a way I can understand why I haven't been able to hear from him for quite some time.

Work at walmart is going alright though. One of my managers is back, thank goodness she's okay because she had a stroke last month. Its good to work because it takes your mind off of things. I just stand there and scan items over and over, pretty boring but oh well.

I guess what else is crossing my mind is my career choice. I though I wanted to be a teacher but i'm not doing well in psychology and that isn't good for a teacher career. So I've been thinking maybe I should just go into writing for movies or books. I don't want to work at walmart, I want to be able to have fun and hang out with my friends in my life but on the other hand, I want a good career that makes me happy and comfortable for who I am. I'm still new to the outside world and i'm still alive and kicking and I have no intentions of giving up.

Kole

Time for a little vacation

Well, next Friday i'll be leaving to South Carolina to visit some friends of mine I haven't seen in so long. I can't wait to see them and go on my next adventure.

I really love traveling, I think I try to travel every three months if possible. Mostly the farthest I traveled in my life is to Washington D.C. I think traveling and going on adventures sets you free in a way. Not to worry about the past and college and ahead is lots of mysteries and exciting paths to take.

I'll be gone for a week and two days, but walmart doesn't want me gone on those extra two days but I have to now since I ordered the plane ticket now so, walmart has to play nicely now :D.

Kole

Who Watches the Watchmen?

I just watched the watchmen on the midnight showing. It was awsome and worth the wait. It was weird and different from any film I have seen and it's what makes this film special. Hell I missed one of my morning classes because of the film.

I also have a sore throat today so I kinda feel icky today so I'll have to get some cough medicine after school.

That's all I really have to say to be honest. I just feel sick and I watched Watchmen last night. I'm hoping I could start writing again soon for myself.

Kole

Slaying Colossus instead of Doing Homework

You know whats funny? You get like homework for english that is like a Library Hunt and Redo your Narative Essay and you get a Psychology Crossword puzzle and have to study for a test, and yet YOU PLAY GAMES INSTEAD? Yep i'm one of those suckers unfortunately o.=.o

Where do I begin. Well yesturday was my no work day and I decided to go to a game store to pick up a masterpiece of a game called: Shadow of the Colossus. Now this game stands out from any other games I have played. Why? Well first of, it is told in an old literature. You know, Thy next foe is...something like that. And all you have is your sword, a bow and arrow, your horse.

The story goes that you want to bring your dead girlfriend back, and the only way to bring her back is by destorying 16 colossus. These giant creatures that are the same height as the empire state building or the sears tower. You don't hear stories like that anymore so I got interested.

I stayed up till 3 in the morning playing this game. It just reminds me alot of old literature it's hard to forget a game like this and to put down.

Here is a link to some tributes to the game if you don't believe me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNw1QHBjv6M
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xd2oLXuPRDc&feature=related

Now I know what you're thinking, shouldn't you be working on your homework? Yes *slams head on desk* I should. I don't know why I don't but I don't, I need to though before Friday, if I don't i'll be in big doo doo.

So I guess I better be working then shall I?

Kole

First Year of College

This would be my first blog and my first year of college. I have to say college is hard when it's your first year. I try to balance friends, traveling, work and college at the same time but it's hard. I'm only 19 years old now and on my second simester.

The other thing i'm kinda worried about are my grades. I'm actually doing a little meh right now. I think i'm passing all my classes with C's. Usually a good college student would get B's right?

Walmart, oh how I hate walmart. I'm a cashier at walmart so it's interesting, but I really hate it.

I guess I got alot on my chest right now. I have a secret that I'm hiding again from my family. I honestly can't tell them because they would just freak out.

High school and college is alot different but in a way, I like college more. You have more freedom in education and you don't have to learn Romeo and Juliet. I don't hate it at all just I think students should have like a seperate class for like classic literature stories than just add it with regular english class. That's how I feel though, I know other people have different opinions about it.